what a freakin' week

monday:
still havin some headache of the saturday and sunday's work... still have been working for some of the unfinished work... making the painting activity in our "humanities" subject... damn cant think of a good topic to paint... so i just started drawin' a fetus...(my prof. has comented on it, he said that i have different state of mind "honestly i really have one, a very narrow mind,lol!" being with my girlfriend after our first class... and the good thing that happened is the prof. for our two consecutive subjects didnt come... so i had a lot of time talkin to her... besides our mid-terms is over by that time so i wont have to worry bout that..

tuesday:
my tuesday wasnt that good, (btw: it rained so hard that day, didnt thought i could still come to the house of my Barkada, coz its fiesta in thier place.... but on the night that tuesday, my gf came into my house... i want her to be with me .... but my friends had came too, so i dissapointed my gf, she had thought we could spend time together on our own, (my gf felt she was been rejected, and she wants me to come to my barkada's ,and she had left) but the first thing i have done is to run after her... i dont want her alone... then she asked me why i didnt come to my friends, but i said i'll follow later on, just only when she's goin home or, in a place she could stay... so before we left we had a nice talk, and drink a little beer(rhb) and then we left as soon as were OK by that time, i dropped her by to the house of her cousin, and pick her up at 11 p.m., were both drunk at that time...

wednesday (the good 'ol fighting day) :
it was an ordinary day for me when i woked up in the morning, but just when i got to school something weird was goin to happen(ive expected it on that day) my gf and i had a very nice fight regarding the good' ol issue of my ex-gf, i could not blame her, its all my fault... she had read the sent items of my phone... and damn! she was so mad and she wouldnt even listen to me... i was an idiot that day, i didnt know what to do... i dont want to lose her... i keep on explainin' to her what had happened but good God, she wouldnt dare believe me... tha' hurts... i txted her the whole night. and i havent' recieved any response :c ...

thursday:
on this day i loked for her at the campus tryin to talk to her... but i didnt found no one on that day, but on that afternoon i txtd her sayin how luch i loved her. and that was my last text coz my unlimited text was beggining to expire... and she replied askin me where i am... God knows that i cant reply...

on that night she txtd me: blaming me for all the things that i've done, im a complete liar... i've made my mistake... i've accepted all the things she had said... i was tryin to make it up... but damn it was too late....

friday:
it ends...
we broke up.

how could i take her back i loved her so much... but she wont listen to me... she wouldnt believe me at all...

i need some comments here.... help me please SOS!
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